Korean Barbeque

Today, I went to subfuture's house. We cuddled a lot. Then, I went home.

After I got home, I discovered a Cockatoo on my balcony. It was being annoying and making quite a bit of a racket. Argh. I couldn't chase it off, but it left when its mate did.

I discovered something horrible today. My father has calcium deposits in his heart. The doctor says he's liable to get a heart attack within the next five years. I love my father dearly and don't want this to happen to him! Ever... but... How am I going to tell him about subfuture now? I don't want him to hurt. I especially don't want to disturb his heart. I pray for him every night now.

Also, I went out for Korean barbeque tonight. My mother had been playing the pokies beforehand (she went to the casino) and won $3000 but... Anyway, we ate and were full then proceeded for ice cream at Gelatissimo.

My mother decided that we are going to my Aunt's this weekend to watch her @*&#! estifford (or however it's spelt) concert at my Aunt's church. Just what I need, another afternoon of bitchy aunt.

The nagging has already begun. My mother thinks that I'm addicted to fun and am not making enough of my life. I do not understand how I can be addicted to fun. I just have friends I meet up with often. Can't I have friends?

I'm going to bed now. Life is confusing.